welcome to my world, bitch :)
feel free to read, tag, comment, whatever. :)
i know you love me :)
♥ ♥ ♥
welcome to my world, bitch :)
feel free to read, tag, comment, whatever. :)
i know you love me :)
♥ ♥ ♥
the world calls me. and i fear that i am far too involved with it.
7:21 AM
closure. well, minus the talking. i guess seeing hal was enough. so maybe i havent moved on, but now, i can actually feel good about things. im not scared and arrogant anymore to admit that well, maybe, just maybe, i still am unfoolishly in love with hal. and to me, thats a good thing. fuck closure. dont get me wrong, im not hoping/thinking that were getting back together. i just feel better now. i feel nicer now, without the guilt, hatred, and evil thoughts. kidding, 'course. seriously though. i love being in love. and although i dont want to be with hal anymore, i love him. the relationship just made things complicated. im okay with just loving hal. nothing more, nothing less. who knows, perhaps someday i'd be able to move on, maybe not. but for now, i quit forcing myself to. im happy. after a year and a month now, i can finally say i am happy. :)
"Head Over Feet"
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it (sorry.)
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was (thanks. i like it cos its you.)
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault (one year and one month. can you believe that before you, one month was long enough. and yes, i love loving you)
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service (we were stronger than i gave us credit for.)
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience (thanks for your patience. thank you.)
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long (pride?arrogance?)
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now (that inspite of everything,i shouldnt be scared)
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
im back to blogger now. :)
♥XOXO♥