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♥prinsesa♥
♥blag!.♥
♥linkage.♥
♥o boardy!♥
♥thankies♥

mariel
DELTAN by choice.2k6-A.
paulinian. iskolar ng bayan.wai guo xue sheng.
prinsesa.
19. *cringe* (omg. im a fossil).
purple.pink.red.
iPod.n91.edictionary.laptop.
liz claiborne.nine west.RL.victoria's secret.kennethcole
passion.SERVICE.commitment.
loyalty.professionalism.integrity.
accountability.transparency.veritas.
brods.sisses.UP friends.
china|pam|mimi|kat|anna|jean|JOY :).
brickwall.manila|tagaytay|seattle|sendai.boracay.
roadtrips. soundtrips. movie marathons.
travel junkie.
dancing.drinking.smoking.
sambuca. cuervo. smirnoff.
PINK ROSES.
mess with my family, ni si le.(read: YOURE DEAD.)
political economics.third world studies.
intellectual and ideological discussions.
KAMULATAN.
gandhi.

the world calls me. and i fear that i am far too involved with it.

Monday, September 26, 2005

9:45 AM

i know its mean pero laughtrip tlga ung multiply niya. nyahahaha. kawawa. sino? secret. haha. i bet you dont know who im talking about. hay. nyahahahhahahhahahhahahah. laughtrip tlga!!!=D sabi ni uzzi kawawa daw un, walang future.=D nyahahahahaha. laughtrip tlga!!!=D

you wanna know you?
ask me.
:D

♥XOXO♥

im envious of those people who can just go pack their bags, hop on a plane, and leave everything else. and not have second thoughts about it. im envious of those people who can readily leave where they presently are and go to another world, not knowing whats in store for them. im envious of those people who can risk the things they have in their quest for adventure. im envious of those people who can let go even before leaving.

i love to travel. but despite the many chances i had to stay in another place, i never could live in a place so different from my patria adorada. i love risks, but i dont like taking them. im not so thrilled about change either. sometimes, i just want to hop on a plane, go to denmark/seattle, and live there. i can always do so. but i know it would come to a point when i would just miss (for lack of a better term) the things i have here, the people im with here, and just everything about this place.

so there. ive decided not to push through with the singapore thing anymore. there are far too many issues ive yet to resolve before i can even think of leaving this place again.

♥XOXO♥

1. what kind of first impression do you think peoplesay when they first see you?
- elitistang conio.

2. what's one thing you like to do alone?
- sleep!!!

3. what is your favorite line to say when you're drunk?
- i probably wouldnt remember

4. how many drinks before you're tipsy?
- 7, i guess.

5. do you ever have to beg?
- from my parents?! OF COURSE!!

6. what kind of books do you like to read?
- anything. from dan brown, to lualhati bautista, to paulo coellho, to pol medina jr's pugad baboy, to jk rowling, to milan kundera, to just about anything i get my hands on. bookwhore.

7. do you think you're cute?
- no. i think im gorgeous. :D

8. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends?
- tipol friends, no.:D

9. favorite communication method?
- cellphone

10. do you care?
- most of the time, no.

11. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
- i only raid the fridge when there's cake in it.:D

12. describe your bed?
- canopy bed. purple bedsheets. purple comforter. 4 big pillows. 2 baby pillows. lots and lots of stuffed toys.

13. spontaneous or planned?
- spontaneous pero doable.:D

14. do you know how to play poker?
- no. but i do know how to play GOOD MORNING QUEEN!!:D

15. what do you carry with you at all times?
-phone, wallet (kahit konti lang cash), sanitizer, brush, gloss, iPod, tungsten, cologne..

16. what do you miss most about being little?
- why, am i not little anymore?;)

17. are you happy with your given name?
- yes.

18. what will you eat later?
- dinner

19. what color is your bedroom?
- purple.

20. have you ever been in a play?
- lots of times.

21. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
- yes. if i dont, then who would? i love myself inspite of my imperfections, rather, i love myself because of my imperfections.

22. do homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
- when they complain about what you give them or abuse your kindness.

23. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
- yes

24. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/ boyfriend or your friends?
- boyfriend. i spend a lot of time with GOD eh. :)

25. what's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
- be in two places at once? *a walk to remember* landon carter!!!

26. what is your ideal wedding location?
- the beach where the movie THE BEACH was filmed.

27. whats one instrument you wish you couldplay?
- sax!!! un na!!!

28. whats one language do you want to learn?
- latin and german

29. what do you order at a bar?
- margarita, calamares

30. have you ever pierced your body parts?
- ears lang. i dont like body piercings.

31. do you have any tattoos?
- no, henna lang. i donate blood. :D

32. would you admit to getting plastic surgery?
- when i get older, maybe.

33. what's one trait you hate in a person?
- superiority and inferiority complex.

34. do you consider yourself materialistic?
- yes

35. what do you cook best?
- pasta and chopsuey

36. do you cry in front of your friends?
- oo naman.

37. do you believe in forever?
- i used to. i kind of need someone to help me believe in it once more. ;)

♥XOXO♥

Sunday, September 25, 2005
3:48 AM

SHIT.
why does the past continue to haunt me?!

♥XOXO♥

Saturday, September 24, 2005
2:53 AM

calibrated preemptive response my ass

last time i checked, it wasnt 1972 and marcos is long dead. and yet Executive Secretary announced last Sept. 21, 2005 that "The rule of calibrated preemptive response is now in force, in lieu of maximum tolerance. The authorities will not stand aside while those with ill intent are herding a witting or unwitting mass of people and inciting them into actions that are inimical to public order and the peace of mind of the national community."

points to consider:
1. maximum tolerance- our penal code gives the people the right to mobilize, assemble, demonstrate grievances. and the government's role is to uphold that right, to make sure that the people can assert their right, and not to tolerate it. the people's right to assemble is a right, and not a privilege given by the government.

2. marcosm- are we under martial law??? is there even any acceptable precedent for such rule?

3. the people are underestimated- dont you think we people should be given more credit? i mean, a lot of people choose not to rally because they believe otherwise. a lot of people too, choose to rally because they believe it is the avenue for their grievances. doesnt the division show how WISER people are? i mean, it just shows how much people have grown, no longer playing pawns to the opposition nor to the administration. and still they think we people are that gullible.

4. so edsa 1 is useless?- edsa 1 overthrew an abusive regime. so why are we still living in the shadows of martial law?

5. why should the rallies against the present admin be any different from the rallies against the former admins?- maybe the admin has forgotten that gma wouldnt be where she is now if not for edsa 2. what difference is there? rallies both against present and former admins are results of the people's hunger for change. so why should the rallies agaisnt her predecessor be any different from the rallies against her? why should the people be denied of the right to change?

ugh. calibrated preemptive response MY ASS.

♥XOXO♥

Thursday, September 22, 2005
3:40 AM

okay, in times of cramming for an effin term paper, walang pinipili ang utak. kahit ang pinakacorny na joke, bebenta.at ang pinakakakaibang katanungan, mapapaisip ka.

eg:
1Paano ka ba naman makakadiskarte kay cute na Miss Pharmacist eh kung ang bibilhin mo sa Mercury Drug ay Dolculax (pangpatae) at Antiox (pangpurga)? Aber.

2paano po kayo makakapag bottomless drinks, eh take-out ang order niyo?
thanks to this guy.
.

god, this guy
is soooo rich. when i say rich, i mean RICH. he's a gaultier-gucci-LV-chanel-dior-fendi-hermes sporting, business class travelling, 16 year old. I want his life. =( hay. haha, kidding. pero wow, he's so rich. plus, he writes really well.

hell weeks??
~~1. logic exam~~
~~2. macroecon exam~~
~~3. macroecon report~~
~~4. polisci 11 exam~~
5. polisci 11 term paper
6. polisci 11 presentation
7. psych10 compilation
8. macroecon finals (?)
9. humanidades I papers (?)
~~10. humanidades I exam~~
11. humanidades I finals (?)

ive got a polisci term paper to cram for, so tata for now.

♥XOXO♥

Wednesday, September 21, 2005
7:21 AM

wala na, addict na ako sa pinoy big brother. hahhahhaha. goodness.

dude-DOD
cool off-KOL OP
laughingstock-LAUGHING STAFF.

hahahaha.

♥XOXO♥

Saturday, September 17, 2005
5:12 AM

1bakit ayaw mo maging kayo ulit?!alam naman ng lahat na inaagaw mo si hal kay joy!!

ah tlga? sinong lahat ang sinasabi mo? tagal na namn na hindi naguusap, tpos inaagaw ko?! people are just so insecure.

2UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meron na boss. sensya na, i have a life.

3ate, kaylan ka pupunta ulit ng school?

i was there last last wednesday.. ewan ko kung kelan ulit.. katamad eh.

4may pet ka?

yup. pomeranian, monster.

5musta na po u?

otei lang poh me. buhai pa din poh me. caw poh? haha. im OKAY.:D

6ate marielieee, pahinge naman poh acq ng advice. magmamigrate na poh kx family q sa us. dapat ba makipagsplit acq sa ka-on q? mahal na mahal q poh sia. dq poh caia ng wala sia.ayaw coh poh sia iwan.='''''''''''

:( ansad naman nun.. pero dahil sa mahal mo siya, kayanin mo.. be strong for the both of you.. pero un, syempre you hafta decide if the relationship is worth fighting for. if you think it is, then fight for it. to hell with the consequences. :)

7ano poh favorite shows moh?

i dont watch tv often.. cartoons, wwe, pinoy big brother. :D

8how old are you?you seem old but looks young.-carl

17.

9sori lang. kunware ka pa.

you are so NOT forgiven.

10bakit ang dami umaaway saio dahil kay hal?

because people hate what they do not understand. and because their lives suck they want to ruin mine. like they can even come close to doing so.

11favorite clor?

purple

12may friendster ca?

yup. i have a link below the tagboard. just for friends, though. haha, feeling sikat. nah, i just hate WEIRD strangers adding me.

13bitter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and thats news?

14amishu pretty marieliee!!!!!!!

awww. im sure i miss you too. i miss my friends. hay. drama.

15why did you quit?

what, blogging? i didnt. i wasnt in the mood to blog...

16ogenki desu ka.

wow. genki desu! onamae wa nan to osshaimasu ka? ki o tsuke kudasai!!:)

17mai,iloveyoustill.

sana lang walang poser si hal no? whoever sent that is such a loser.

im sleepy... i miss the gagos..=(

♥XOXO♥

Wednesday, September 14, 2005
7:41 AM

cos i am barely breathing...
and i cant find the air...
I dont know who I'm kidding...
imagining you care.

♥XOXO♥

haha! no update for two weeks! :) san ka pa?! haha. im online almost everyday, but it just seems that whenever i think of something to blog about, i lose the interest to do so anyway. today though, i couldnt let something as big as this pass by: there was a bomb threat in my beloved UP this morning.. okay, so it isnt really as big as some would think but it was definitely something. halfway through our macroecon class...

*through sms
april: may bomb threat daw sa AS
mariel: pano mo alam? sino nagsbe? may class nga kami ngayon eh.
april: tumawag daw sa dean's office. 10:30 sasabog.
*mariel looks at watch.. uhm, parang past 10 na?!
mariel: nagcla2ss kame, wla namang nagpapanic sa labas. pano mo lam?
april: sa OCS. lumabas na kaming lahat.
mariel: o? nagcla2ss pdn kme.. inform nyo ung faculty..
april: may tumawag na bawat dept eh.
*end.

amazing no? haha. while we were texting, i wasnt really taking it too seriously. although i told my seatmates who told their seatmates... about it. haha. then some DSS people and a guard called Prof. Gutierrez. when she left the room, my blockmates and i were talking about it. then Prof. Gutierrez went back and told us to go get our things and go to the parking lot. when we got to the parking lot, there were already a lot of students outside. a bomb squad and a policecar was there, too. classes were suspended.

but, this story is better: DBS-DAC-DB-Cybernook-Lib Corridors. 8:40 p.m. Tuesday, Sept. 13, 2005 after logic. ALL LIGHTS OFF. NO LIGHT AT ALL. ZERO VISIBILITY. zara, lucille, and i were in a hurry to leave cos it was already late. when we saw how dark the corridor was, we were so scared we pulled kc, quincy, and jeff to come with us. it was so dark, we were so close together and pulling each other's bags, or clothes, and whatnot. we've already passed DB when kc and i were really screaming and shaking and freaking out already.

mariel: uy, ayoko na talaga. sa ibang way na lang tayo, please.
kc: ayoko na din
jeff: uy dba six lang tayo? ba't parang...
*mariel and kc--->TAKBO!! HAHA.

sabi ni zara, pwede na daw kami ni kc sa olympics. haha. duwag.

anyway, ima answer the questions next time. tinatamad tlga ako eh. nighty-night!:)

♥XOXO♥

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