welcome to my world, bitch :)
feel free to read, tag, comment, whatever. :)
i know you love me :)
♥ ♥ ♥
welcome to my world, bitch :)
feel free to read, tag, comment, whatever. :)
i know you love me :)
♥ ♥ ♥
the world calls me. and i fear that i am far too involved with it.
2:11 AM
i sent this to those who were in my sun phonebook:
answer these q's to test how well you know the sender:
1.when did i last get drunk?
2.fav color ko ba pink?
3.orton or batista?
4.what is my shoe size?
here are the replies... :)
from angel:
1._nung kinwento moh xken n xobwang nka2hya.
2.no!purple!
3.orton!
4._5
from arvin:
1.kgbi
2.pink
3.orton
4.5
from april:
1.u never drnk alcohol (this was good. haha. :D)
2.d b halata?oo naman.
3.dnt knw
4.4 1/2
from neean:
1.hmm..last heartache??
2.NO! PURPLE!
3.batista
4.5
from gn:
1.tagaytay
2.no
3.ur not fond of wwf (haha. hinihithit ko nga ang wwe eh. haha.:D)
4.4 or 5
from airra:
1.uhh last week?..hihi. :)
2.nah uh its violet.. :)
3.orton.. :)
4.uhh 7 1/2?.. haha.. guess lang toh. :)
from em:
oh shit! mariel sory.. :(
1.no idea
2.i gues no
3.orton
4.5.. :)
from joyce:
1.haha, kelan nga b?wasted!
2.ako may fave nun, purple sayo.. lilac, lavender.. :)
3.hmm, orton?
4.5?6? :)
from arra:
1.last wed i thnk
2.nope
3.orton
4.7 :)
from josh:
1.1styr colege
2.No,
3.Orton
4.5
correct answers:
1. tuesday night :) |EVE|
2. no, its purple :)
3. ORTON.
4. 4 1/2-5 :)
haha. nobody got it all right, but most only had 1 or two mistakes. oh well. :) boredom kills. nyehnyeh. got this from phrundsturr:
10 Favorites
Favorite Color: purple
Favorite Food: sweets
Favorite Band/Singer: sugarfree, whitney houston, boyz ii men, brian mcknight, coldplay, lifehouse, the calling
Favorite Song: burnout
Favorite Movie: my bestfriend's wedding, romeo+juliet, the virgin suicides, white oleander, the rainman, il postino, boys dont cry, uptown girls, mona lisa smile
Favorite Sport: golf???
Favorite Season: spring. definitely. :)
Favorite Day Of the Week: (next sem) mth. haha. microecon lang class eh. haha.
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: strawberry
Favorite Time of Day: meme time. haha.
*9 Currents...
Current Mood: mood-less. what the hell? haha
Current Taste: sweet. from munchkins. haha.
Current Clothes: shirt and shorts.
Current Desktop Picture: chad michael murray. duh. haha.
Current Toenail Color: colorless?
Current Time: 6:38pm
Current Surroundings: tv, bed, cabinet, table, ipod, phone, window, aircon, fan, etc.
Current Annoyance(s): my brothers
Current Thought: si Him..
*8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: neean!! haha.
First Kiss: :D
First Screen: what?
First Pet: a puppy named brandy.
First Piercing: ears..
First Crush: hmmmmmmm. stefano mori?
First Car: wala pa.
*7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: the other day?
Last Drink: if nonalcoholic, iced tea. if alcoholic, 3 margaritas and a tequila sunrise nung tuesday.
Last Car Ride: this afternoon from makati..
Last Kiss: :D
Last Movie Seen: tagal na din..
Last CD Played: its matthew's
*6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your
BestFriends: :D
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yep. :D
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no. *thank God*
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no.
Have You Ever Been on TV: yes
You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: NO
*5 Things....
5 Things You're Wearing:
watch, shirt, shorts, underwear (counts as two.:D)
5 Things You've Done Today: shopped, heard mass, ate out with the family, watched tv, slept.
5 Things You Can Hear Right Now: rain outside my window, tv, dad crumpling something, 1 phone's msg alert tone, and 1 phone's ringtone.
5 Things You Can't Live Without:
material things i cant live without: 1.sanitizer/alcohol,2.laptop,3.phones,4.iPod,5.palmtop
people i cant live without:
1.GOD,2.parents,3.brothers,4.soulmate,5.mentors
5 Things You Do When You're
Bored: go online, read, sleep, call whoever, text people.
*4 People you'd take on desert Island with
you:
mom,dad,rei,07,j;)
*3 People You Can Tell Anything to:
God, rei, mimz?
*2 Choices...
black or white: white..
Hot or Cold: cold weather, hot food. :)
*1 Thing You Want to Do Before you die:
pray.
12:15 AM
i could hold you in my arms forever, and it still wouldnt be enough.
11:58 PM
ugh. i hate that mariel person on pbb.
pics from EVE. :D
8:21 PM
hay. i soooooooo dont wanna drink ever again.
8:24 PM
may pinoy sa switchfoot!:)
i was bloghopping yesterday and patty posted the soundtrack of her life, its their project in english. it made me think about the soundtrack of MY life. these are the finalists so far:
9:14 PM
guys,
7:19 AM
as days pass, im sinking deeper and deeper into depression.
7:58 AM
last friday to saturday, the execom of iskolar student alliance went to tagaytay for a meeting and mini-planning session.
5:05 AM
when you love someone, do you hold on or do you let go?
i already have three of my five classcards:
6:52 AM
1 wear u????????????
guys, who wants to watch a concert on the 25th? Pi Sigma Fraternity, an ally of Iskolar Student Alliance will be holding a concert for a cause on the 25th of October, 2005 at Arkdia, Malate Manila. all the proceeds will go to students in Aklan. ticket price is 100 and a lot of bands will be there.
4:33 AM
im bored but im happy. hahhaha. got these from friendster.. :D
6:25 AM
If I give up on you I give up on me
9:03 AM
ive decided to ignore the insignificant questions.
I LOVE YOU. :D
4:31 AM
my lolo is sick. he has dengue. (i think). =(. please pray for him.=(
9:24 PM
hahaha!!!I SURVIVED FORMAL LOGIC!!!
4:19 AM
he is just one of those who i couldve made mine. but his planet is indeed too small. there's no room in it for two people.
i passed the econ101 exam!!!
-jake.
wala lang, i just hate having name twins.
hmpf.
EVE
.hay.
ms. goody-two-shoes turned bad.
ciudad
chicosci
slapshock
slapshock
monkeyspank
manong guard ng arkdia
plane divides the sky
the hot plane drummer
Jerome Fontamillas : Proud to Be Pinoy
Here is another artist that we can be proud of. Did you know that Jerome Fontamillas, Switchfoot's guitar and keyboard player is a true-blooded Filipino? His parents are both Filipino, and are supportive toward his decision to make music as his career. They even forced him to play the piano at a young age, though he didn't like it then. During high school, he started playing the bass and guitar.
Before he joined Switchfoot in 2000 as a session player on the band's independently released Learning to Breathe album, he was already in the music business playing with bands such as Fold Zandura and Mortal.
Recently, Switchfoot bagged ten CMCentral Music Awards, which included Artist of the Year, Entertainer of the Year, Group/Duo/Band of the Year, Christian Artist in the Mainstream, Song of the Year for "Dare You To Move," Pop Vocal Performance by a Duo/Group/Band for their song "This Is Your Life", Rock Song of the Year for "Meant To Live," Rock Performance by a Duo/Band/Group for their song "Meant To Live", Short Form Music Video of the Year for "Dare You To Move", and Long Form Music Video of the Year for their "Live in San Diego".
1. love will keep us alive -the eagles
2. complete -stephen speaks
3. let me fall -bethany joy lenz
4. journey -lea salonga
5. dare you to move -switchfoot
6. barely breathing -duncan sheik
7. kwarto -sugarfree
8. leader of the band -dan fogelberg
9. with a smile -eraserheads
10. huling el bimbo -eraserheads
11. everything -lifehouse
12. hanging by a moment -lifehouse
13. sampip -parokya ni edgar
14. i believe in you and me -whitney houston
15. flying without wings -westlife
16. you first believed -hoku
17. breakaway -kelly clarkson
18. hey jude -the beatles
:)
wala pa akong siguradong kasama sa EVE bukas!!!
aaaaaahhhhhhhhh. guys sama na kayo. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.
join me in my misery.100 bucks lang ticket, kasama niyo pa ako. hahahhaa.
samahan nyo na ako!!!
________________________________________________________________
guys,
i changed my phone cos it got broken so i lost all
your numbers. boo-hoo.
please do message your numbers to me (sa question box na lang, but be sure to leave your name :D) or you get
a "who's this?" when you text me. haha.
btw, i wont be using my sun # anymore. crappy
network and shitty people. haha.
cheerios.
=* mariel/marielieee/pipay/whatever name you
know me by ;)
ive been replying "who's this" to those who have been sending me messages and its embarrassing on my part cos it would seem like im a no-good friend for losing your numbers and all.
anyhoo, say byebye to pony and say hello to sweetie:
ciao.
i changed my phone cos it got broken so i lost all
your numbers. boo-hoo.
please do message your numbers to me (through ym *mariel17au* or josine.david@gmail.com> or you get
a "who's this?" when you text me. haha.
btw, i wont be using my sun # anymore. crappy
network and shitty people. haha.
cheerios.
=* mariel/marielieee/pipay/whatever name you
know me by ;)
somebody please take me out of this snake pit.
i so need a drink right now.
nights are hard, you know. when everyone's asleep i cant help but think about the past you know. and its hard. im tired of running from it. but im too scared to face it.
Its october again
leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasnt I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that Ive been running from?
-let me fall
what i loved about it?
*walking from my place to starbucks tagaytay!:), running from a drunk, losing breath.
*capri!capri!capri!:) hahahaha. jen and i smoked a lot. tsk3.
*4 hour meeting in starbucks and in my place, from 9:50pm-1:50am
*magic mic after the meeting
*having no sleep at all!:)
*bonding
*capri talaga. hahaha. :D
*very black coffee at 1:30am
hay. i sooooooo wanna do this again.:)
jen, joyce, aaron, and armand, i had so much fun with you guys!:) i sooooooooo wanna do this again and again and again and again and again........ :)
my friend and i were talking about her ex who is on the way to insanity. psycho girlfriend material. errr, make it a psycho ex girlfriend material. my friend broke up with her cos she just wasnt happy anymore, and she wanted to stick to her principles, she wanted a life. its like how any same sex relationship goes, both fall inlove and to some extent, dream of ever afters. but sometimes, it comes to a point that one would already be ready to give more than what they unofficially agreed upon. its like an unsaid rule in same sex relationships that sooner or later, things would end (am i right? correct me if im not). but sometimes, one would reach a point wherein one is willing to invest in something more than what they originally had in mind. so what is it then? should you hold on or let go?
i think it also goes for any relationship for that matter. when one reaches the point wherein he/she is willing to have something more than he/she originally wanted, and the other one isnt, should there be holding on or letting go?
this is what happened, A is my friend,B is her ex. A and B were together for a sem or so. there is love, of course, but along the way, A realized she just wasnt happy anymore. on the contrary, B was planning her ever after with A. but the problem is, A doesnt want an ever after with B. its like if A wants a song on a cd, B wants the whole cd. its all or nothing. which in their case is highly inapplicable. for A, their relationship is just something for this certain point in time. with all the pressure and toxicity from school and family and whatever, their relationship was meant to neutralize all that. but it didnt go the way it was planned. for A, its like their relationship is part of any teenager's life full of experimenting and such. but for B, its quite the opposite. B was already planning their life together, with a beachhouse and stuff. A just wasnt ready for that. A wasnt ready to have her future planned out in a way that was restricted to who she is presently with and what she presently has. she wants growth, which B just seems to not understand. B was planning their life together as if they were the only people on earth, as if they didnt have their own families and their own lives, as if they didnt have responsibilities. B was planning their lives as if things wouldnt change, but the thing is, things do change. its inevitable, its a constant, its a given. and the challenge is to grow from that change.
but instead of growing, you know what B does? she goes all psychotic and crazy, wanting to kill herself, be swallowed by the world, and whatnot. and she wants A to pity her. i mean cmon, why would you want someone to pity you? she wants A to stay even if its just out of pity. i mean really, dont you deserve someone better?! now she's bothering just about everyone close to A to help her patch things up, which only drives A farther and farther away cos its already scaring her.
and i dont know how to help A. does anyone know? hahah. ang gulo ng post ko. but the main thing im pointing at is that:
the world is changing right before your eyes
and its up to you to make that change a better one for you. its like when youve hit rock bottom and youre burrying yourself even farther down instead of climbing up like sadako. haha. ewan! ang gulo gulo na ng mundo, pati ba naman ganito kailangang problemahin?
polisci 11 (intro to political science) (3 units): 1.50
econ 101 (macroeconomics) (4 units): 1.75
philosophy 11 (formal logic) (3 units): 2.00
hay.goodness.
two more to go.. i doubt i can reach cs this sem.. panira ung hum1.. sana kasi pinapasukan ko dba? haha. evilness.
what do you mean wear me?? who'd wanna wear me? hahahaha! labo. if you meant "where are you" im still here, ive been really busy.
2 update please =*
im still too lazy, in a few days maybe...
3 hi mariel
hi you
4 hi mariel
hi you
5 hi mariel
what, cant you say another phrase?! haha. kidding. :D
6 what if the one you love suddenly leaves you?
the world is changing right before your eyes...
7 STIGMATIZED DUDE!
dude? where did that come from? haha. love that song. :)
8 meron ka havaianas?
NO. :) i think its too expensive for slippers. id rather spend 150 USD on nine west heels than 800 bucks on flip flops. same goes for happy feet.
9 were do you shop?
my mom buys my expensive stuff, for my not so expensive stuff, i go to landmark, g4, atc, ghills, and even 168.
10 gusto co dn ng rufles!=)
haha! sarap noh? adik ako dun!:D
11 sino si 07 at bakit 07?
07 gave me the will to survive. ahhaha. its 07 cos in the bible, 07 is the perfect number... its somehow associated with infinity and perfection.
12 say what? say who? say where? say how?
what: EVE (Pi's project) its a concert for a cause
who: plane divides the sky, mayonaisse, kamikazee, slapshock, chicosci, ciudad, monsterbot, monkeyspank, out of control (heck, i dont even know half of the bands but its for a good cause so lets go!:D)
where: Arkdia, remedios st. malate manila.
how: buy a ticket from any HOT pi sigman for a hundred bucks, go to manila and help schoolchildren in aklan!:)
ahahha. isama daw ba. =) cmon guys, its for a good cause. =) i wasnt even asked to post it and stuff but i am cos i KNOW its for a good cause and i KNOW its gonna be great.=) cya there aryt?:)
i really wanna come... sama na kayo. :)
the world is changing right before your eyes.
adik ka sa:
~ sa 'yo. kidding. :D *07*
kpag nkk-load ka cno una mong tn-text:
~ whoever
una mong mni-missed call kpag mei load ka:
~ whoever. i rarely miss call anyone.
nag-lalaro ka ba ng pc games:
~ chess sa ym?!
ano ung pinaka-love mo na shirt:
~ my pink "hollywood star" shirt
pinaka-love mo na pants:
~ white capris from giordano
pinaka-love mo na shoes:
~ nine west stilettos!:)
mahilig ka ba mag-suot ng flip flops:
~ uhm, not really but i wear them a lot when i dress down cos theyre comfy.
nanood ka ba noon ng power rangers:
~ yes.
nnood ka ba noon ng batibot:
~ yes
lumabas ka na ba sa tv:
~ yUp!!
marunong ka bang mag-split:
~ back when i used to dance ballet.
tambling marunong ka:
~ no, ive been wanting to learn since forever though!:)
favorite place mo na puntahan sa cubao:
~ i dont think ive ever been there..
maka-dunkin ka ba o mister donut:
~ GO NUTS!!!:D and dunkin. :D
pinaka-love mo na cartoon character:
~ i used to like marvin the martian..
star o butterflies:
~ stars
guy na chinit0 o mestis0 o moren0?
~ chinito :D
chinese o japanese:
~ japanese :D hahahahaha!!!
pure PINOY ka ba:
~ YES!:D
miss mo na sina ___:
~ besties ko. :)
crush mo ngayon:
~ 07. :D
favorite mong puntahan sa school?
~ cafe, lib, stonetables. nyahaha. :D
the people you dont trust these days?
~ a lot.
why do you dont trust them?
~ when you lose someone's trust, its kinda hard to get it back right?
gusto mo bang iwasan sila ?
~ yeah.
chattin or talkin in the phone??
~ talking IN the phone?! hahahahahha!!!!!rotl!:D neither.
gusto mo na bang mamatay?
~ nah.
tagalog or english?
~ i wanna be good in tagalog but im better in english. =S
favorite thing you do in class?
~ listen, pass notes, text, recite!:D and NOT have tests. :D
what do you do when your bored??
~ read read read.
american or aussie?
~ aussie definitely!:D yihee. sino kaya un?!:D
do you think someone is going to read this shit
~ those who read my blog??
do you wanna stop right now?
~ no.
II
spell your name backwards]
* leiram
[the story behind your email address]
* mariel17au--> 17:D mariel_xix-->19 :D
[where do you live?]
* muhkneeluh dudez..
DESCRIBE YOUR...
[wallet]
* black liz clairborne and black xoxo..
[favorite shirt]
* pink "hollywood star"
[piercing/s]
* one on each ear
[hair]
* layered and dark brown
[something you're looking forward to in
the upcoming months]
* christmas :D and my debut. :D
[something that you are deathly afraid of?]
* blood, hypodermic needles, vaccines, stretchers, hospitals, mascots, etc.
[do you believe in love]
* do u believe in magic? hha!:D
[do you believe in forgiveness]
* yes
[where are the 2 places you wouldn't mind
relocating to?]
* iloilo and denmark
[favorite food]
* ruffles sour cream and cheese
[is there something you wish you could
understand better]
* why i cant put on eyeliner without opening my lips hahaha!
[best qualities]
* passion for service
[worst qualities]
* impatient
[what makes you happy]
* drugs hahaha! gaga. :D
[upsets me]
* pressure and substandard performance
[you have a secret you have not shared with
anyone?]
* yes
[last song you listened to]
* sa cd ng hed kandi!!:D adik na ako. haha. :D
[last person you've called]
* mother
[last person that called you]
* mother
[TV show you've watched]
* the nanny
[things you were thinking about]
* the thing on friday, hum final paper..
[lied to someone]
* yes
[ever been in a fist fight]
* with my brothers
[WHAT.. shampoo do you use]
* vaseline
[what do you notice first in a girl/guy]
* smell, eyes, smile
[last time you did something]
* i wrote a letter a few minutes ago
[whats your favorite color/s]
* purple
[what're you planning to do tomorrow]
* go with dad
[makes you laugh the most]
* jokes. ung mga corny!
YES OR NO?
[you think about suicide]
* yes but i dont consider it
[you drink beer]
* ugh, no.
[you ride roller coasters]
* yes
[you write in cursive or print]
* cursive
[you carry a donor card]
* i havent received mine yet
[you have a crush on somebody]
* yes
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!:D
If we fight what's true, will we ever be?
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as i am
And live our lives,
stigmatized
I can feel the blood rushing through my veins
When i hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that i sit and pray
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as i am
And live our lives,
stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives,
stigmatized
We'll live our lives,
We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and i don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides
We gotta live our lives
Gotta live our lives
Were gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives,
Gonna live our lives,
Stigmatized
1elo mariel
elo din.. kunware alam ko kung sino ka. para masaya. :D
2hEyYa...h0wRe u??!?!?!?!?!??!SuP?
im OKAY.:D sup? chicken sup o mushroom sup? hahahaha. corny.
3hello sweety marielie, kamusta naman ang up?
okay lang siya. hahaha. joke.:D okay lang, toxic mga tao..
4favoritte muvi?
lemme see.. my best friend's wedding, romeo and juliet, the rainman, boys dont cry, the notebook, etc.
5favoritte song?
stigmatized, ever after, everything, bakit ngayon ka lang, it might be you, the way you look tonight, wherever you will go, burn (tina arena), gemini, KWARTO, TULOG NA, MARIPOSA, prinsesa, hanggang kailan, the closer i get to you..etc.
6friendster???
mariel_xix@yahoo.com
7favoritte subject?
wow, autograph. kung hindi si dr sioco ung naging prof namin, i wouldve loved philo11/logic.. but since she was our prof, ill go for polisci14 and econ101..
8mahirap poh ba college?
okay lang. mahirap kung tatamad tamad ka lang. of course you hafta do your part.
9i luv u honey!!
nyeh. basta ako, I LOVE :D hahaha. sino kaya love ko?:D
10who are you?
aba aba aba.. ako si mariel. angal ka? hhahaha. punta2 ka dito d mo pala ako kilala..labo naman u eh. ahhaha!!:D
11who is youre crush?
i crush HIM. :D
12take care sweetie.
:D
gnayt. sleepy na me! pagod me eh. lakas ulan here. there? hahaha. labo.
sweetest dreams. :)
*iLovEyou.=D*
hay. so happy. :D
perfection.
hahahhaha.
:D
i hate rules of replacement but amused with quantification.
i love logic but hate Dr. Ma. Paula G. Sioco, PHd.
i didnt take my econ101 final exam cos i forgot to wake up early. okay lang, exempted naman eh. hahahaha. yabang!!:D
subjects next sem:
1 econ102
2 devstud100
3 polisci14
4 psych101
5 socio101
6 either math 1 or natsci II
im taking econ102 in advance. haha. suicidal. im actually going to take it with devstud100. oh cmon. am i suicidal now!?
-the little prince.
run away with me, please?
GOD IS GOOD!!!
God is good all the time, and all the time, God is good. =D a lot of my classmates failed, and i passed!!!=D my score? 73/100. it isnt high, but considering how wicked that exam was, i love my score!=) i dont hafta take the econ101 final exam anymore.. but maybe i will. ewan ko, bahala na. ;)
batiin ko na kaya sya?