welcome to my world, bitch :)
feel free to read, tag, comment, whatever. :)
i know you love me :)
♥ ♥ ♥
welcome to my world, bitch :)
feel free to read, tag, comment, whatever. :)
i know you love me :)
♥ ♥ ♥
the world calls me. and i fear that i am far too involved with it.
7:51 AM
the past days were crazy. or should i say, i was crazy. more than thrice already, i danced all of a sudden (i was alone,of course). i just felt on shaking my ass. haha. i dunno, i felt really good when i danced. either that or i danced cos i felt good. then just a few hours ago, i got my palmtop, went to a lyrics site, sang and recorded 9 songs. haha. what is it with frustrating talents?! i recorded 9 songs..
1. till they take my heart away
2. burn
3. out of reach
4. sana maulit muli
5. when you believe
6. wonderwall
7. overjoyed
8. killing me softly
9. power of two
any requests?! haha. huwala lang. i just felt singing and i did! this isnt the first time i recorded myself singing. haha. vain,i know. :D of course i wanted to know if suck big time or just plain suck. haha. i feel so happy. :D
yesterday wasnt so good for me, though. the group we trained got 2nd place and i was depressed the whole day. im not really sure whether i was depressed or just exhausted. tuesday, it was just i who trained the kids. ugh. i wasnt able to eat until lunch yesterday. it was sooooo tiring and frustrating. they were better during practice than the competition. it was all good though. the experience was victory already. i saw myself in those kids. when i was reminding them of their voices, facial expressions, actions, i saw the bigkaser i was two years ago. i dunno, somehow i kind of wanted to perform too. haha. frustration. during the competition, i had to be the one to do the lights,the problem was i didnt know how!.. my heart was thumping and my hands were shaking all throughout. then the kids gave us gifts. im wearing the bracelet!:) and a letter. it was exhausting, a bit disappointing, definitely frustrating, but somehow, also fulfilling. it was weird, there was a sense of fulfillment and at the same time, disappointment.
for the one who asked the question about me leaving hal for rei, please quit it. i dont even need to explain why i broke up with hal. hal knows the reason why and thats the only thing that matters. besides, you're a year and a month late sweetie.
angel, arra, and aira ingat tomorrow. :) missyou. :)
oyasoumi nasai. ki o tsuke kudasai.
♥XOXO♥